I went to my grandma’s funeral today, which is why I didn’t go to school.
I felt really sickly all day. I think funerals do that to me. We went to this really ugly building in arcadia. Tiny & stuffy, and it reminded me of coming straight out of a vietnamese commercial. HAVE YOU EVER SEEN THEM? well, it looked like that. horrible color schemes and a ghetto-ish room.
We bowed like thirty trillion times. Well, I didn’t. I, as the only non-buddhist besides my mother, did not bow. I didn’t hold the incense thing either.
I wish to never ever ever attend a buddhist funeral ever again. No disrespect, but…all the incense made my lungs angry at me, and all that bowing is like…I thought they were supposed to worship buddha, not the deceased. But, once one is deceased, they turn into like, an ancestor.
I don’t know, it just made me really squirmy. Especially the horrible makeup drawn on her face, may she rest in eternal peace. Oh please. Dead is dead. You’re dead, who cares what you look like when you die? Me, I’m donating my good organs to whoever needs em & getting cremated—& no one’s allowed to wear black to MY funeral. LOL. She looked really waxy, cuhs she’s been a corpse for ten days. I dunno, dead people don’t really freak me out. She was clutching a wad of real money in her waxy hand…yknow, to “take with her to the afterlife.” She also got a full meal, with chicken, rice, and fruits, and desserts for her to gorge herself on when she joins her friends there in the afterlife.
As for Christians, God provides WHATEVER YOU NEED IN HEAVEN (;
My little tiny cousins kept staring at me like, WHY ISN’T SHE BOWING. All the adults played nice around me, but they thought I was a disrespectful little grandchild. CUUUURSEEEE MEEEEEE
OH, GOODNESS. We didn’t go with them to the cemetery to see her become cremated, we went to costco instead. LOL. After costco, we went to target! :D I GOT STARBUCKS ICE CREAM, HAHAHAHHOHOHOHOOHOH I’M SO HAPPY (; Today was the first time I got to go to the produce side of Target. :D Haven’t been there since they remodeled !
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Well, I have a facebook again!
I wonder how long I’ll keep it THIS time. I can’t believe all my crap is still there, wow.
I really have to start taking better care of my nails.
They’re either orangeish from continual nail polish, or broken.
LOL, they’re almost all at different lengths because I don’t want to cut the rest when one breaks. Sigh.
My bruise is STILL there underneath my thumb nail. Guess how I got it? From flipping my nail too hard. Accident…
Well when I looked closely, I saw all these little cracks all over my fingernail towards the white part. I’ve flipped my nail so many times it has mini cracks running all over it. ):
I AM SHO SAD D:
I’m trying to drink more soy milk for my nails to grow healthier, BUT I WANT FASTER RESULTS, DANGIT. Well, I’m just gonna cut it really really short. Boo, I HATE when I have short nails. D: And, I’ll just wait it out. Til they’re healthier…Or my next nail polish craving.
I think my mom just fell for Justin Bieber...-__-.
Some old guy jokingly asked her to give him the old Justin Bieber hair, and she was all, “I don’t know what you are talking about. What is BYBER?”
& so he told her to look up his song, Pray.
My mom saw his Pray music video before I did, LOL.
She was all like, JOOOOY, COME HERE! LOOK AT THIS GOOD BOY, HE PRAYS BEFORE HIS CONCERTS, LOOKIT LOOKIT LOOKIT !
& then she made me show her his famous hair, and she went on google & looked up pictures of his new & old hairstyle & concluded that his new hair is better and that he looked like a girl.
GOODNESS, THIS IS WEIRD. She told me she saw pictures of him with that “pretty mexican girl” she’s always liked, LOLOLOLOLOL. She was referring to Selena Gomez, & now she’s telling me how Christian couples are good, and lalalalalala. AS IF I DIDN’T KNOW ANY OF THIS MOM.
Sometimes, I think my mom is more of a teenager than I am. She reads the Chinese newspaper equivalent to People & US Weekly. o___o I would know, because she leaves em around the sunroom & kitchen, and i see celebs I know, with English names popping out in parenthesis next to their given Chinese ones.
my mom told me to “find a way home”. -_-. she told me to get a ride with my neighbors, but they already left by the time i got to the parking lot, so she told me to walk home.
so cristian & i walked in the burning burning sun all the way back to my house. heat + perspiration makes me get yucky rashes on my skin. usually it’s my upper lip for some reason. so halfway on our LONG, HOT, TREK, i started to sport this red mustache ): sigh, so unattractive. cristian probably wanted to laugh.
my mom invited him to come in since he walked her daughter home all the way from school. so we ate mexican food & talked for like, 5 minutes. ): such a short time. D:
also, I HAVE A SCAR ON MY EYE, HEHEHEHEHEHEHE. how cool am i, do YOUUUU have a scar on your eye? my infection went away, but my optometrist still thinks it’s best if i finish my antibiotic.
i have issues with antibiotics. my pneumonia was extended because i would skip taking my medicine at times, LOL. i really need to work on that.