THIS is such a great song to fall asleep to. It’s like my second top played because back in those months I couldn’t fall asleep, I just kept it on repeat til the morning… it sounds extremely haunting, yet soothing at the same time…
“If we listened to our intellect we’d never have a love affair. We’d never have a friendship. We’d never go in business because we’d be cynical: “It’s gonna go wrong.” Or “She’s going to hurt me.” Or,”I’ve had a couple of bad love affairs, so therefore …” Well, that’s nonsense. You’re going to miss life. You’ve got to jump off the cliff all the time and build your wings on the way down.”—Ray Bradbury
"Young men do or say whatever a girl wants to hear so she would be willing to give him her body, even if it meant saying things like ‘You’re special’ or ‘I have never felt this way before’. He would take her out to eat, or to a movie, because he believes these things would ensure that he receive payoff at the end of the evening. He’d make her feel loved and cared for, because he knew that was how he could get what he wanted from her. Why am I telling you this? Because I want you to know what guys are like—even Christian guys. You see, guys haven’t changed when it comes to how they view women. The situation has not improved. In fact, it has become much worse. You are growing up in a culture that does not value sexual integrity and purity. God doesn’t want you to be used. You are a special creation of God, and he has a great life planned ahead for you." —Stephen Arterburn
…You’re making fun of me, I can feel it.
That’s okay, I don’t care. I’m currently reading this book that I kind of LOVE, because it doesn’t bullshit around like lots of other books on this…topic. LOL. It’s straight to it, and tells me a lot a lot a lot, and it gives me HUGE relief & comfort.
Also, it is the opposite of boring. I usually hate nonfiction & self-help type of books & I never read Christian books, cuhs they kind of, uh, bore me, but…idk, this one is COMPLETELY relatable and is SO straightforward. Plus I know everything in it is the absolute truth.
My mind & heart are now guarded, because I know that I don’t have to LOOK for any one guy. I’m preparing myself.
…Also, high school boys are scummy.
UH EVEN THE CHRISTIAN ONES.
when I meet a nice christian boy who I can relate with…even just as a friend, THEN WE WILL TALK.
kathleen was right when she accused me of changing colors like, once a week. D:
it’s only been a week & a half & I’m ITCHING to grab a bottle & paint them. but I have to wait cuhs my nails are no longer healthy from my constant asphyxiation to my cuticles. ):
and I got THREE new bottles for christmas…WHAT A TEASE !
also, this has been the first christmas for as long as I can remember where I didn’t get a book as Christmas present…HAHAHAH. It’s always the easiest thing to get me, & it was like an unofficial tradition where SOMEONE would get me a book. it was never like, planned, it just sorta happened.
SO THIS YEAR I BOUGHT MY OWN. MY OWN CHRISTMAS PRESENTS TO MYSELF ^____^
they came in the mail today & they are oh so beautiful & they make me forget about my nail polish crave.